i just don't have time to draw as much as i used to. and when i do have time, i end up doing other stuff.

like today, i was like. OKAY i will NOT go out tonight. i will stay at home and relax and do stuff that i love. maybe even draw! it's not even 9 and i already feel like crawling into bed and reading until i fall asleep. i guess that's fine too, but i miss those nights when i would stay up late just to finish a commission, talking to people while i livestream. now as soon as i plug in my tablet, all my motivation leaves me.

hopefully i'll get my need to draw up and running soon, because it's one of the things that makes me happy. plus i need to draw stuff if i plan on selling at fanime this year... i have nothing done! nothinnnggg :c /dies